Chapter
31
Murder Suicide and Death at the big house
The people at
Bethel were killing us spiritually and sometimes they killed us
physically too.
Many
of the old timers were in the infirmary laying there just waiting to die of
natural causes. Some had served there for over fifty years. Many never had sex
once in their whole life! Just like the Catholic priests, they too chose a life
of celibacy in order to serve their god.
Don't
you think everyone should have sex at least once in a lifetime?
Maybe
those old guys didn’t care about sex anymore. Just like the old joke.
The
ninety old virgin is having his birthday. So his best friends get together and
say. "We need to get this poor guy a women before he dies!" So they
find this knock out twenty one year old hooker. They tell her what the
situation is and that she his needs to give their friend "Super Sex"
the best ever. So she goes to his house and rings the doorbell. I old guy comes
to the door in his bath robe. He opens the door and says. "What do you
want?" She open up her coat and says. "I'm here for super sex!"
"OK.”
The old guy says. What flavor is the soup?"
I
was told that the Bethel family even had to recite a vow of chastity back in
the nineteen thirties and forties. Again that all changed when Knorr showed up
married in the nineteen fifties.
Some
of the old timers were really pissed about that too. One of the old guys who
give up the possibility of ever having sex was Wilber Ruth. He was the mail
carrier in the factory. He was about eighty years old, bald and about five foot
five. His biggest thrill was walking around with his shopping cart and telling
the guys what was going to be served for lunch that day.
His
favorite announcement was. “Liver to make you quiver and ice cream to make you
shiver.”
Interesting
when they made liver for lunch about twice a month a third of the Bethel family
would skip lunch that day. Yet, they always made ice cream that day to go with the
liver. The thought being they wouldn’t have to make as much ice cream.
On
Saturdays for lunch it was open sitting and you could set anywhere you wanted.
So I happened to be sitting on Wilbur’s table with a couple of his old friends.
I ask Wilber why he never got married. He said it was too late for him. Once
Knorr change the program up he was way too old to find a wife and still be able
to stay at Bethel. I wonder when he was lying there in the infirmary dying, if
he just laughed it off as a big joke.
The
unnatural death was the night watchman that fell down the elevator shaft in the
squib building. He just walked into the black of an open elevator. The elevator
wasn’t on that floor…good bye.
Dennis
Carlson was murdered cleaning his kingdom hall. It’s seems that Richard
Wheelock was conducting a home Bible study with a young Muslim woman. Her
brother was in a rage and wanted to find Richard and talk to him. He went to
the Kingdom hall looking for Richard but found a small group of Bethelities who
were there cleaning the hall. He asked Dennis for Richards address. Dennis
turned around to write the address down on a piece of paper. The Muslim took
out a nine inch knife and drove into Dennis’s back and trough his heart. They
say Dennis had a total look of surprise on his face. Nobody ever expects to be
killed and certainly no one expects to be killed while they are cleaning their
kingdom hall.
Many
poor Bethelites tried to kill themselves while serving at Bethel. Some
succeeded. Richard Wheelock the pressroom overseer succeeded. He jumped out a
window at the Watchtower Farm. He was able to kill himself. The same thing the young
Muslim man wanted to do to him.
Richard
seemed like many of the people who had been serving there, rather sad and worn
out. He was my overseer when I was in the in pressroom. A man of few words. He
would walk up to the press operator and hand him his assignment and say. “Here is
the job get it out.” He would turn and walk away.
I
talked to a couple of guys in the pressroom who told me that in the four years
of working under him, he never once asked how they were doing. He never seemed
to show any concern what so ever for people under him.
I’m
not trying to pick on Richard. It just seemed the whole atmosphere there was
tortured people overseeing tortured people.
“By
their love you will know.”…. That’s just it. It wasn’t there.
There
was an atmosphere there that hung over the place. It can’t be described but you
could see it on everyone ones faces.
James
Olson was cleaning toilets in the factory. Believe it or not, that is
considered a good job in the home or factory, because you weren't "on
production line" or on one of those damn machines. Plus, no one was on
your ass. No overseer to beg to go to the bathroom, but it was a very lonely
job. You worked by yourself, there were few people to talk to, all day.
I probably saw him more than anyone. He would
get on my elevator many times a day to move his cleaning cart and mop bucket
from one floor to the next. I didn't have much to say to him. He was a new boy and I had
less than six months to go. You just didn't have much to say to the new boys. We
were in two different worlds.
He
got on my elevator one day with tears in his eyes. "What’s up?" I
asked. You could tell, he didn't want to tell me, but he did. He said that he
couldn't take it anymore at Bethel and about a week earlier, he went back home
to Indiana. He was AWOL! He didn’t tell anyone. He told his folks he wanted to
come back home for good. His parents had a fit and told him he had to go back
and do his time. He had made a vow and he had to keep it. He told me he had
just left Max Larson’s office, Max had just told him. “What a disappointment he
was, to his family and to the organization!"
So
what encouragement did I give this poor kid? Basically nothing. I told him.
"Hey, forget it, just do your time, then go home and enjoy the rest of
your life." I told him basically the same thing that guy told me, my first
day at bethel. "Do your job and keep your mouth shut. They don't give a
shit about you here!"
I
didn’t know it at the time but he took off again for home a week later. Again, his
family made him go back and once again Max Larson ripped him a new asshole.
The
day he got back to New York was October 31, 1973. I remember that night,
because it was Halloween. I was working on my car in the in the garage at the
117 Adams St. building, it was about 9:00 p.m. You could use the garage to work
on your cars back then. I was changing the oil in my car, when all of a sudden
all Hell broke loose. All of the fire alarms went off in Building 4. The
watchmen were running around, trying to find who broke into the factory, they
looked everywhere, but could find nothing. It was very strange. The mystery was
solved a few days later.
November
2, 1973 about 12:50 p.m. I'm taking everyone back to work after lunch, on
elevator in building one. Everyone is standing on the sky bridges, looking out,
at the back of building 4. There is an ambulance there, taking the dead
body of some blond hair kid out from behind the bushes. There he was surrounded
by trash and beer cans. It was nineteen year old, Jimmy Olson! He was stiff as
a board and had been dead for two days.
I
was standing next to Norm Brekey, the ink room overseer. Next to Norm was Tom
Combs, the Job Press overseer. Tom Combs said and I quote "He must have
done something really bad to have killed himself!" Then Norm said and I
quote. "I glad he jumped off the back of the building and not the front of
the building, because we really don't need the extra publicity."
Wow, he was dead and judged on that day.
So
my friends. Just who did kill James Olson? Was it the heartless religion? Was
it his family? Was it the Bethel brothers?" Was it Max Larson? I'm the
only person who knows who really killed James Olson!
It
was all of us!
It
was the religion, his family, the people in oversight, the Bethel family and it
was me! None of us gave a shit, about this kid, James Olson. As far as I’m
concerned we all pushed him off the building that night.
By
their love you will know them.”…. Yes, this is true.
An
organization of love would have let this poor kid go home.
P.S.
The WatchTower Bible and Tract society did keep his body. It’s buried in an unmarked grave, upstate New York.
P.S.S.
Many years ago a friend of mine sent Max Larson a post card on October 31. It
said. “Do you ever think about James Olson? Hey, we all have a resurrection hope
don't we, right?”